don’t confuse me sucking your dick to being a submissive act because, sweetie, what I’m doing with my mouth is controlling you.
and like it is such a power position like you could literally bite it off at any second or at least cause grievous bodily harm
like how did this ever get to be known as a submission thing
I think it has something to do with gagging as a kink… like ramming your dick down someone’s throat and causing them to choke is a turn on? Still doesn’t make sense to me, but I don’t know shit anyway.
while not the worst work experience of my life (that’s got to be the call center I escaped from) me and teaching? not gonna work out. it’s far more stressful, demanding, hectic and depressing than i anticipated, and i thought i was ready for ‘lean on me’ levels of bad.
it’s worse than that. much worse.
Congrats to @kidfury & @crissle for an amazing 1st year of #TheRead! #TheReadNYC
No further words are needed
i’m still infatuated with the idea of austin… but, of course, i’ve had to learn the hard way that all that glitters isn’t gold. i’ve had my hopes and dreams dashed and slaughtered on more than one occasion… to the point i’m scared to desire anything at all… but i do. i want more. i want happiness. i just wish it wanted me…
1: Look at Instagram, twitter, and things like that, far too often.
2: Start a tumblr to reblog images of all the things you want to do with your life.
3: Stay indoors.
4: Lie on your bed, a lot.
5: Cancel on your friends when they ask to see you.
6: Listen to your thoughts, and let them develop into day dreams.
7: Find someone you are attracted to who is in some way unattainable.
8: Ideally, that person will like you as a friend and nothing more.
9: Weigh up the pros and cons of pursuing your unattainable friend, constantly.
10: Do nothing.